messageman
Penile Dysmorphic Disorder is a psychological disorder in which a man is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by a perceived deficit in the size of his penis.” This is not the same as micropenis, which is when a man indeed has an unusually small-size penis. The average size of an adult erect penis is between 5 and 6.5 inches in length and 4.5 to 5.1 inches in girth.

When I started my PE journey, I was a very respectable 6.3 inches (length) by 5.0 inches (girth). The fact that I was (at least) average did not prevent me from obsessing over my size. Why did I obsess over my size? I believe that it was due to a lot of things: low self confidence, the fact that I was tall and lanky (making my penis appear smaller than it was), access to pornography with actors who had freakishly large penises, etc.
I didn't realize at the time that I suffered from the psychological condition: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder.
Over 20 years later my penis is now 8 inches (length) x 7.5 inches (girth). According to all surveys, this size is ridiculously huge and very few men could claim such a size (especially with regards to girth).
Here's the kicker... When I look in the mirror, I still feel small. If it weren't for fact that I have access to all the penis size info on the net, and all the anecdotal evidence on our site, I would believe that I still don't measure up; in fact, I still have trouble this.
Last year I sent a picture of my (flaccid) penis to a member on this site to get his opinion on (penile) scar treatment. In his reply email he mentioned that my penis looked "huge". When I read this, I was surprised because I didn't see my Penis as being "huge" (note: my flaccid measurement is about 6 inches (length) x 6.5 inches (girth).
Last night I was with my girlfriend and I was naked. When I got up to go the washroom, , I hid my penis as I walked through the darkened room. Again, I felt conscious about my size.
It seems that (initially) after I have a PE procedure (such as PMMA) done, I feel big, and have confidence. I look in the mirror and go "wow, that is one big dick". But as the months progress, I feel self conscious again and feel the need to get bigger (again).
Objectively, as I look at my case I can say that (without a doubt) I suffer from Penile Dysmorphia, but this still does little to remedy my condition.
Just wondering what other members' thought were on this topic. Do any of you guys feel you suffer from this?
Perhaps the real question is how many of us on this site don't suffer from this (to some degree)?

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hoddle10
I'd imagine quite a few of us have this issue. It's no exaggeration to say my preoccupation with my penis size has ruled and ruined my life. I literally feel as trying to achieve anything in life is pointless without having a big penis, as I can't feel content without one. That isn't an exaggeration either. I've tired therapy with countless psychologists and lots of different SSRI's, but nothing seems to work. Unfortunately my issues started at such a young age, it's pretty much ingrained in me and is a source of constant anxiety. I wouldn't say I feel suicidal, though when I was younger and before I knew of surgical PE, I did think about it, but I do feel a sense of pointlessness to my existence and it's all because of PDD.
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messageman
Hi Hoddle
Thank you for sharing.
Do you feel that enlarging your penis alleviated your depression (at least to a degree)?
What do you believe may have been the genesis of your obsession?
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hoddle10
I think my obsession stems from being ultra competitive. For some reason I always wanted the respect of my peers and from being good at sports etc I always got it. I was seen as a bit of an alpha male among my young buddies. So discovering I had a small penis, was something me ego simply couldn't take. In a pretty short time I went from being very ambitious to feeling as if even trying to be a successful man was a waste of time. So I guess the answer lies in why I felt the need to have the respect of my friends from such a young age. 

Sadly my surgeries were never successful, so didn't do anything to help with my mental state. However, before the problems became obvious, when I first took my bandages off, things looked pretty good and for that very brief moment, I felt pretty damn brilliant! This is why, despite having gone through 10+ surgeries, mainly for reconstruction, I still have ambitions for a successful enlargement, as the brief time for which I thought I had a big penis, my depression was alleviated. In reality penis size isn't the root cause of my problems, but I know for a fact that it is a solution to them and nothing else has even come close to succeeding. A fortune has been spent on therapy etc and never once did I feel as if I had made in progress at all, yet when I took the bandages off from my scaffold surgery and saw a large, albeit swollen, penis, I felt as if the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders.  
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Miracle8x7
I feel fine about my size until I see your monster wang MM.   Of course, FatMike's girth is making me insanely jealous.  I have to remind myself of how large I really am.  I don't think too many women get to enjoy an 8 x 6.5 regularly.
Never gonna retire from PE! What? You gotta problem with dat?

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http://phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/Miracle8x7s-PMMA-Progress-Report-5391236
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Miracle8x7
Perhaps a bit off topic but I'm giving you a nudge MM... You need to continue your story.  I need you to continue your epic saga.

M8 out.
Never gonna retire from PE! What? You gotta problem with dat?

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http://phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/Miracle8x7s-PMMA-Progress-Report-5391236
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Todzilla
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michael
Penile Dysmorphic Disorder, I think quite a few guys have it on here but when people have a mental condition, they aren't aware of it, and continue to fight back with reasons to justify their behaviour. I think anything over 6 inches is serious over kill, but that's my opinion. I think going to monstrous proportions in order to increase self esteem, so a guy can think " I have the thickest penis in the room" is unhealthy. Before you can love anyone, you have learn to love yourself.

Doctor C may be a skilled doctor but at the end of the day, he is getting paid cold hard cash, he isn't going to refuse, ka-ching. Even doctors should put their foot down. I wouldn't want to have a vagina and meet a penis from this forum, unless I wanted a wizard sleeve....
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messageman
Miracle8x7 wrote:
Perhaps a bit off topic but I'm giving you a nudge MM... You need to continue your story.  I need you to continue your epic saga.

M8 out.

Mi Miracle
Nudge acknowledged.... I literally haven't had a free weekend to sit down and bang it out since 2011, and I don't want to do a half-assed job...But your support is certainly motivating...
Thanks brother....
MM


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Dance With Dragons
In a word, yes, almost everybody on here has it. I figure people will be shooting for 9-10 inch girth soon enough. Now that we have people pushing 8, I don't think there's really any choice but to try to surpass that.
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TenInchGoal
hoddle10 wrote:
I'd imagine quite a few of us have this issue. It's no exaggeration to say my preoccupation with my penis size has ruled and ruined my life. I literally feel as trying to achieve anything in life is pointless without having a big penis, as I can't feel content without one. That isn't an exaggeration either. I've tired therapy with countless psychologists and lots of different SSRI's, but nothing seems to work. Unfortunately my issues started at such a young age, it's pretty much ingrained in me and is a source of constant anxiety. I wouldn't say I feel suicidal, though when I was younger and before I knew of surgical PE, I did think about it, but I do feel a sense of pointlessness to my existence and it's all because of PDD.


Like I would have written it myself. The size has held me back from so many intercourses with beautiful women and given me so many depressions over the years. I have never wished more for anything than just the one thing we men cannot achieve by ourselves - a big dick.

I've been doing manual exercises for years with some success but I still feel very small, or should I say thin. I know that my length is above average. Looking in the mirror my length seems just average and it looks like a damn chop stick because the mid to the top is only 4.5-4.7" in girth, while my base is 5-5.5. I still wish that no serious issues appears from people that have had PMMA so that I can have it done myself soon. I feel like its the last thing I need to do to make myself complete.

I don't know if I suffer from the disease because I think that I would be very happy with life if I had a 5.5+ girth and could focus on other things that mattered. How can you as a competitive male not get affected by stories, todays media, movies and especially porn? We all have friends or girlfriends who have mentioned the size of someones cock, we all watch movies where they say that bigger is better and we all (most of us) watch porn where most of the guys are hung like horses. We see people making fun of others (especially on film) with small penises like everyone who has a small/average penis is a loser. Why did the nature construct us in this way where we can build muscles but not increase the size of our love muscle?!

Please let PMMA work for all of you who needs it and may you all live a happier life!
Start: 6.3 x 4.5 BG & MSEG
Now: 7.7 x 5.5 BG & 4.7 MSEG
Goal: 8 x 6
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Skeptical One
I feel this topic needs to be pinned.  It's becoming increasingly apparent that a high number of our members experience this (including myself) to some degree.  Penile dysmorphia is not much different than an anorexic girl believing she's morbidly obese (in an extreme example).  But what makes penile/penis dysmorphia so brutal is that it has an impact on so many aspects of a man's psyche, including manliness/manhood, performance/performance anxiety, girth-obsession (i.e. continual pursuit of gains by any means necessary), etc etc etc.


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Jonyoung
To the OP message man how did you gain 2 and a half inches of girth on your dick
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thehulk
Jonyoung wrote:
To the OP message man how did you gain 2 and a half inches of girth on your dick


Why don't attempt to read his thread which details his journey?
GOALS: BPEL: 8.5"
NPEL: 7.25"
EG : Reached Goal"
Pre PMMA Size| Post PMMA Size
BPEL:7.6"--------N/A
NPEL:6.6"--------6.6"
FL:3.5"-------------4"
FG:4.8"----------5.95"
EG:5.75"--------6.65

Firsts round PMMA February 20th 2013 







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ovw
I have the same anxiety because my best friend ever, whom I know from when we were only children, has an enormous cock.
His dick is litterally 10 inches long erect, and quite wide too (don't know how wide, but i've been in the shower in the fitness with him, it seems at least 6 inch width flacid, it's just incredible).
He is very self-conscious about it and knows all girls want to fuck him.

If you know such a guy from the beginning of self-awareness, let's say 6 years old, this gets printed in your mind.
I have had more and more beautiful women then he does, but I know it's just because he doesn't care, he can get them all if he wanted it.
When we were studying together girls would come over from other cities just to be devirginised by him, imagine !!

Now this doesn't mean he had better sex : the girls certainly did, but on the other side : he wasn't spared from relationship boredom either.
His previous girlfriend didn't want to fuck any more since their first child, only when he moved to another girl suddenly she wanted it again.

So my conclusion is : you can get as big as you want, all sex becomes boring after a while.
People need change in their lives, also in sex.

My personal experience is that good sex depends as much on the size of the girls' pussy then on the size of the guy's dick.
A big pussy demands a big dick, and vice versa.
Some girls are just too big for a normal dick, and a girl with good pussy-muscles can please herself and almost any guy.
Maybe it's time for the girls to start putting pmma in their pussy's, it's them that can't come easily, not us guys !
Why do we have to go through all this, it's the women's fault not ours ! We come with any pussy.
And if you have a girl who can easily come : they exist, even in large numbers, be happy about it, but don't forget: you'll get bored of it too, if she doesn't before you. 
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