Phew boy. I've been lurking this site for about two years, always wanted to be bigger but never sure of what course to take. I've tried stretchers and jelqing, but I'm just too busy juggling everything to keep up with something for more than a month tops. I finally made the decision to have a PMMA procedure, and since I don't have the time to take a vacation to Mexico, I went with Dr. Heller. His Manhattan office is very close to where I work. It's been 2 weeks to the day, and I'm worried and upset with the results.
Starting in, I am 6.5 bpel, 5.25 eg midshaft. I want my girth at 6.
Dr. Heller was very nice, almost nonchalant about the procedure. He stated that he can inject 5cc of Bellafill for $3500. Explained that it isn't a perfect procedure (very hard to get perfect symmetry, etc.) But there will be permanent gains, and that most irregularities will smooth out after about 2 months post-op.
To start, Dr. Heller did not mix the syringes in front of me. Not sure if that's an issue, but there it is. He uses needles, not a cannula, so there was some definite bruising and soreness for about a week. The local anesthesia worked, and other than a pinch now and then, and the odd feeling of having stuff injected into your pecker, was painless. After wards, my penis looked very swollen, but good.
I asked him what I need to do now. He didn't wrap it, didn't suggest a stretcher, or anything. A direct quote about wrapping "I don't believe in all that." His advice was to gently massage out any lumps that begin to form and not "use it for a week."
So after a drive home, I laid in bed and let it drape between my legs and spent the next day like that as well. Then I went about my business as usual.
At about 5 days, I noticed a lump on my right side at the circ line, like someone had implanted a piece of macaroni under my skin. I massaged it as best I could, but it didn't go away. Plus I was still swollen and sore from the procedure. At one week I had sex with my girlfriend. She really enjoyed the increase in girth, so that's a plus.
Now at 2 weeks, most of the swelling has gone down, and I am very upset with what I am seeing. Flaccid it looks fine, but erect there are alot of lumps. The lump on my right C scar is bigger, and a lump has formed below it, making a valley between them. A lump on the center top has formed, as well as one one the lower left side. There are slight dips all over my penis, and the PMMA seems to only be on the upper 3/4ths of the shaft. and It looks more like a knurled club than a penis (to me, anyway.) I attached some photos.
I went back to Dr. Heller today (tried to go earlier, but both he and I are busy) and when he looked at it he told me not to worry with a smile. He said that in a month or so most of the lumpiness will smooth out, and that I should gently massage and lumps I do have. I showed him the photos of my erection and he still said the same thing.
So am I being paranoid? Is there anything I should do? I followed the Dr.'s advice and this is my result. Should I continue to follow it and just massage gently and chill the hell out? My Girlfriend doesn't really want to have sex with me at this point, she's freaked out at the lumps.